Who do you listen to when you just want to quit

Have you ever had those days that you just feel so out of it that no matter what goes on it seems like the end of the world?

I am having one of those days, have been all day long. Normally I can pull myself up, change my outlook and listen to my inner voice that this is just a phase that I am going through today. BUT not today, no matter what I tried it didn’t work

I went outside pulled weeds till my hands and back hurt…ran around the yard trying to scream it out of me, the poor neighbors probably thought I went nuts, I tried taking a hot relaxing bath, I tried to take a nap…nothing! I tried dancing to music to raise my endorphins…everything people tell you to do to make the depression and feeling of worthless go away…

I had times today I just wanted to chuck it all, the long hours, the little money for all the hours, the feeling of what am I doing here on this earth…I had no passion today…good thing I didn’t have a show today it would have been a very poor show.

For those of you who hear me on Heal Yourself Talk Radio, you are probably going YOU depressed you always sound so happy…well its easy to turn on that happiness for an hour but there are days I have to say that I just don’t want to keep going on…I am tired of struggling, tired of working long hours and tired of looking at my life and wondering is there more? So do I sound selfish? Maybe? Discontent? Maybe? Is this a mid life crisis or am I being hit with too many changes that it is too overwhelming…

I have lost many special people in my life the past couple years, two in death and a few in life…the ones who died I can handle as far as the hurting goes, its the ones that are still living that hurts the most.

I am always the one people go to for advice but who should I go to when I need advice? Who do I trust? Should I trust anyone?

Gee it must be the full moon, that has me feeling this way. Like I wrote earlier I can normally pull myself out of this, but for some reason today as the hours pass and the night comes I find myself asking more questions…this life is definetly not what I envisioned 20 years ago as a teenager…but then again there have been huge blessings in my life, my kids for one…that I would never trade for all the money, and tea in China

Have you ever thought about what you used to think about life? Is is what you envisioned as a youth? Are you still the same person you were years ago or have you grown?

Do you still doubt yourself as I do? Then it’s ok you and I are not alone…

I invite you to come over to my special show on Thursday August 28th at 2 pm est our 2 yr anniversary on Heal Yourself Talk Radio to share anything that is bothering you a real heart to heart talk with myself and other listeners…let’s share what is bothering us, share the good times and the bad times…open our hearts to each other and learn from each other, I am not an expert on the human soul…I can use some advice from others as well…

This will be like no other show EVER on HYTR!

A heart to heart between you and me…

http://www.blogtalkradio.com/healyourselftalkradio

Yours Faithfully and Truly,

Rebbekah White